Crunch Time

Yay! Alex will be here so soon and I'm so excited to see him. I went without seeing him for longer before, but this just felt different..Maybe because we were saying goodbye to such a huge part of our relationship. Hawaii!

In a few weeks we go to meet Alex's ex to pick up his son. Another big moment going on, and I'm pretty nervous. There are a number of reasons for being nervous, but I feel sometimes selfish for thinking them. It's in no way meaning to offend Alex or that I don't want his son in our life, because I would love him to be with us all the time! I'm nervous because Alex hasn't been able to see him in almost 3 years since she took him away and fled the state. I know they will fall back into their father/son routine, but I hope things aren't too hard on that end with his son being away from his mom for so long and in another state to boot. I, of course, want him to like me too! It will definitely be an adjustment, but a good one.

I've been getting so antsy to get all my stuff from Hawaii here. I want all my crafting supplies so I can do stuff! It is scheduled to be here the first little bit of June, so I'm hoping this month goes by quickly! I need all my kitchen gear too. I have enough to get us by until then, but I need my mixer and all my millions of recipes that I had strewn about. I need to post more on my Recipe Blog!

Oh the joys of waiting for the Army.